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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY


Nur Fadilah
Dyla/Ilah
26 July
Sengkang

[.me.] :
Straightforward
Hysterical
Energetic
Simple
Hate me fer all I care
I dun gif a damn
Coz u r juzt jealous!

Likes:-
-me-
-my family-
-my fwens-
-my cuzzins-
-Farhana aka emo gurl-

SHOOO-OUT YOU GO


Farhana
Rara
Liyana
Fyza




TALK YOUR TALKS





THOSE MEMORIES

January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

9:37 PM

Paralysed Under Emotions

Undefined feelings felt
Bleeding through, crying all alone
Me, myself and i, no one esle
Days after days passed
Experiencing the world of my own
Where no one can understand
Full of ups and downs, without pride anymore

[Chorus]
Freezing till paralysed
Numb not able to do anything
Drowning with emotions
Breadthlessly suffocated
Hoping to break through this deception
Going through this ordeal alone
If only i can make myself me again
Paralysed under emotions

Fucking journey of life
Like a road full of thorns, like an empty word
Without meaning on its own
The full stop is the road which have no ending
Deceived by mystifying road
A junction that was created

[Chorus]


Unknowingly
Fated with rolling mistakes, unaffordable mistakes
Confession which hurt my instinct delibrate
Neither endure nor enjoy
Forgiveness is what i hoped
With composed faults
Dejected and fucking despise with myself

[Chorus]

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


9:12 PM

Deception

Hurting people is your game
I've fallen into your trap
trap with all your lies
Intrigue the talents in you
That have been inside you
All along

Conciousness never apply
Guilt is not part of you
Poison intoxicating mind is your game
Lying with your life
Lies that is so misleading
All that was never true

[Chorus]
Deceiveness in vain
It gives only pain
I'm bleeding through
Permanent scars
Sorrows that sink deep down in me
Took all my strength to hung up my tears
I've made a change
I won't cry again for you
I won't fucking care about you anymore

You ask for my heart
I gave it to you
I'll wait forever for you
Craving for love that was forever true
Thought that you would be the one

Im holding on to your lies that was never true,
Drinking the poison
Time will only tell how much longer
I can wait
With all the lies that covers all over me
You tear it all apart
Suffocating me under your lies

[Chorus]

Aren't you feeling tired?
Tired of living
Doesn't it reached your mind
Haven't you lie enough?
What does it mean to you
Everything was just a game in the first place

Don't wanna think about it
Just so confuse about it
My heart its breaking to watch you turn around
Can't believe its ending this way
I'm cutting through all of this

[Chorus]

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;