" loop "-1"> ;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY


Nur Fadilah
Dyla/Ilah
26 July
Sengkang

[.me.] :
Straightforward
Hysterical
Energetic
Simple
Hate me fer all I care
I dun gif a damn
Coz u r juzt jealous!

Likes:-
-me-
-my family-
-my fwens-
-my cuzzins-
-Farhana aka emo gurl-

SHOOO-OUT YOU GO


Farhana
Rara
Liyana
Fyza




TALK YOUR TALKS





THOSE MEMORIES

January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

8:56 PM

embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi


oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi


aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta


senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

8:34 PM

~wee.. tdy, my darling Luke take me frm skul again.. then i go hazelina's house to gif her hmwk.. then tok wit her 4 a while.. poor luke haf to wait downstairs.. then after dat, go slacking under void deck.. doing stupid stuff like taking photos of stupid faces.. so chaotic.. aiyoh.. hmm.. just hope that i love Luke fully.. he is a really2 nice guy.. just dun wanna lose hym.. gosh! hope me n hym will last 4 eva.. yeah! =)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, April 13, 2007

9:23 PM

i want to have a clear mind.. i've been rather stressed out lately.. thinking of alot of stuff.. cant i have a clear mind.. omg! just wanna have peace in my mind.. ziela n luke, thankz fer going out wit me tdy.. thank u fer making my day.. Luke, u just made my day.. even though u keep bullying me and so on.. but at least i can be happy for a moment.. i mean i cn ferget all my problems fer the mean time.. yeah had fun eating KFC.. wit that meltz meal.. damn it.. cnt finish it.. had stomachache again.. forget to bring my medicine.. till wen i wanna get better.. i have to save up my medicine coz i no money to go doctor.. gosh! hey luke thankz fer offering to go to the doctor, but u nid the money fer ur expenses like u sae u wanna go watch that performances.. i really apreciate ur offer.. yeah! n im meeting Luke again tmrw after visiting hazelina at home who is down wit chicken pox. poor her.. hope she is alrite.. yeah.. my religious exam is coming n so is mid year exams.. gosh... so many exams n tests taking place.. damn tiring.. yeah.. i cnt be so active coz the doctor says its will affect my health.. its nt that im a fragile gurl or wat.. i used to be active.. owaes engaging in activities jumping here n there n nt getting enuf rest.. it really affect my health after going to the doctor.. i oso seek a specialist.. he oso say the same thing.. he say wat im doing rite nw i mean my lifestyle is really affecting me n its is really dangerous.. n my gastric is bcoming frm bad to worse.. hmm.. just hope that i will be active again.. enjoying myself like i used to..

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;