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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY


Nur Fadilah
Dyla/Ilah
26 July
Sengkang

[.me.] :
Straightforward
Hysterical
Energetic
Simple
Hate me fer all I care
I dun gif a damn
Coz u r juzt jealous!

Likes:-
-me-
-my family-
-my fwens-
-my cuzzins-
-Farhana aka emo gurl-

SHOOO-OUT YOU GO


Farhana
Rara
Liyana
Fyza




TALK YOUR TALKS





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Sunday, March 25, 2007

9:11 PM

The love which comes to me is always pure to the one i wish to be with.
But why that having to love someone whom i want to treasure.
I have a feeling that i am just being used to cover their broken heart and once it heals i will be put aside.
I too wish to be loved by someone & to be cared by people & not be a bandage that be thrown away when i no longer needed.
I want to be yours & I want you to be mine.
All i want is you and no one else.
If euu would accept me 4 who i am, you would be the only one perfect fer me.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

7:15 PM

I have not been myself fer the past few daes... i owaes dream in class.. Rina was like are u ok?? wat's past is past.. life have to move on.. yeah, i knw that.. im trying hard.. Rina kept motivating me to study wit her silly jokes... haha.. she motivate me during the last two period then my brain started to work n im fresh! i cn do math very fast... wow.. finally.. i dun nid guys to make me happy.. love those fwens who were dere fer me thru thick n thin.. u r guys are my motivator.. thankz alot! mas, thankz to u too.. with ur livelyness n nvr fail to cheer me up..

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

10:17 PM

My life have been rather messy without Hannan wit me.. i have nt been myself.. i really miss hym.. i've been shutting myself up.. ppl keep asking me to move on as breaking up fer me left no impact on my life.. but breaking up wit Hannan was a tough one.. i've nvr eva love someone so much even though i have alot of ex's. He really made me completely in love wit hym.. my fwens kept asking me either to patch up wit my ex, faiz or gif other ppl a chance.. i knw that Fatanah n Fadli ask me to be their gurl quite a few times even when i was wit Hannan.. but i onli treat them as my cloze fwens.. All i want is to be back wit Hannan.. i've been rather quiet these few daes.. i cnt stop thinking about Hannan.. i cant help it.. oh god (AllAH), plz help me be strong n guide me to the correct path.. plz help me in finding my happiness back.. im so helpless.. plz.. Amin...

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

10:37 AM

tdy is my saddest day i eva! Hannan just broke off wit me.. he is so precious to me.. but i respect his decision.. he broke of wit me bcoz of his mum.. his mum dont like me.. i dunno wat the reason is.. hmm.. but i will try my best to win his mother's heart again even though he is not my guy animore.. both of us still love each other.. but.. haiz.. he tried his best to console his mum abt me, but he failed.. but its ok.. i dun blame anione.. maybe im wrong.. y cnt his mum accept me?? it really break my heart.. parting wit the one i love is nt easy... i cnt even meet hym even fer the last time.. his mum dun let hym meet me.. wat wrong have i done 2 deserve this?? i nvr even meet his mum b4... y does she hate me?? y must she part hym from me? i nvr even ill-treat her son... i love her son wit all my heart... i accept hym fer whu he is... my eyes are abit swallen nw.. i havent even slept n i cried all night... both us shared beautiful memories.. i cnt ferget that.. right nw we r fwens.. he is still contacting me.. but things are so different nw.. i feel so weird.. i just hope that his mum will accept me fer whu i am.. n i oso hope that we will be together again... Hannan i love u very much!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, March 4, 2007

4:37 PM

long time nvr post... coz im sick!! boohuhhu.. bz these few days settling my own probs.. had some so called argument wit hannan as he has changed alot,.. made me cry terribly.. all these crying have to stop.. i gather up my spirit n be a strong gal.. its so diff.. but anyway.. i managed to.. thankz fer making me cry hannan.. n i have bcome a much more stronger than b4.. i still love u no matter wat happens.. =)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;