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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY


Nur Fadilah
Dyla/Ilah
26 July
Sengkang

[.me.] :
Straightforward
Hysterical
Energetic
Simple
Hate me fer all I care
I dun gif a damn
Coz u r juzt jealous!

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-me-
-my family-
-my fwens-
-my cuzzins-
-Farhana aka emo gurl-

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

7:59 PM

long time nvr blog.. been pretty bz these few days.. i cnt really say much abt today as it had been a really bad day fer me.. i just wanna say sorry to my dear Hannan.. i did not mean to ferget abt u just nw.. i was really bz.. i did not have time to msg euu.. my mind was in a mess thinking abt alot of stuff.. hmwk kept piling up, then gt this last minute fund raising fer the school.. giving all the ideas i could.. after school rushed to compass point buying stuff.. my mind was thinking of how to organise doing these stuff, doing my handcraft to sell.. just nid time.. but we really have short of time which is just a few days.. argh!!! Hannan, im really2 sowie.. i really did not mean to ferget u.. plz forgive me! =(

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, February 16, 2007

8:37 PM

hey dere.. im back wit the posting stuff! hehe.. finish common test wat.. haha..early in the morning, my mood is spoiled bcoz of that bitch! AISYAH frm sec 3.. Rina was like y r u staring at us? yesterday oso stare.. i just keep quiet coz if i scared that i would create trouble as i have created enough trouble outside school.. i just feel like punching her face coz she act like she is the big fuck at school. she say that she nvr stare at us unless we stare at her.. halo AISYAH!! WE HAVE NO FUCKING TIME TO STARE AT YA BITCH!! as if u r damn pretty or something.. so wat if u come frm the gurls home.. hey cmmon la dun bring that fucking attitude into the school... yesterday, we laugh at our group n PUH LEASE AISYAH WE R NOT TALKING ABOUT U BITCH! WE HAVE NO FUCKING TIME TO TALK ABOUT U! then she say to us that we have no way to settle it.. look whose talking! if we have no way to settle it, we just beat u up without a say.. so dont talk anihow as if u knw wat u r talking.. STUPID BITCH! spoiling my mood early in the morning.. then after recess gt performances. i was in the gallery. damn it! in the gallery was so chaotic n horrendous! like animals in the zoo just got released frm freedom.. we made alot of noise.. damn crazy ppl esp wit hazel n dharshini n oso durga... then after skool go home rest then go city hall wit my larlink farhana.. ppl kept staring at us thinking that we r a lesian.. n btw we r not fer ur info.. then after that meet my darling Hannan at city hall n we go suntec city to repair his fon kena virus.. haha.. then we go esplanade to chill out.. he was like not in the mood coz he is damn tired.. he nvr go friday prayers coz he overslept n was late to mit me.. i mit hym arnd 4+pm... both of us were damn crazy.. disturbing each other.. he called me a shorty! argh.. so bad rght??? it was really fun going out wit hym..at the esplanade i saw Amanda Tan wit her guy Yu Hao frm my school oso.. swit couple both of them.. then we gt in the esplanade disturbing each other's concept of songs that we like.. critisizing each other.. then stupid hannan keep singing the phantom of the opera song.. hate that song..then went to the guitar shop.. he want to add the collection of his so called "wife".. then we went home.. nw im blogging n im really damn tired.. so ya.. *yawns* hehe.. till then.. peace out! =)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

7:20 PM

tdy i reached skul damn early.. but qiu yi gt there first.. ok rather than being alone.. kept quiet til assembly time.. then i started to be crazy.. laughing abt war n msg saphari.. haha.. he is damn chaotic n hysterical.. msg hym all the way.. disturbing rina, aidah n my cute pumpkin rachel.. haha... then then stupid japanese gurl masayu (well she is actually a malay nt a japanese or mix blood!) disturb me.. stupid.. wat the hell! then pinch her back.. haha.. then go classroom no electricity.. walau wey! suay! practising civils day.. stupid.. then gt social studies which is we sat at the corridor bside the basketball fer lesson since they wasnt any electricity.. i sat just underneath mr chua n guess wat? i tink i nid an umbrella if i eva sit right under hym again.. hahahaz... mother tongue class damn chaotic do some revisions fer science common test.. nervous.. haha.. study2.. but nvr study english,.. haha.. english paper is easy.. then came the combined science.. wah.. some i dunno how to do.. messed up the formulas.. damn it.. then its time to go home.. that safari got lost as he dunno where is my skul.. stupid.. wait fer hym quite long.. then he really gib me choc that i as fer.. thankz ya safari fer the chocs! love it! n i am damn jealous wit ya hair.. so sexy n cool.. hha.. love it u knw.. damn it.. i feel like cutting ur hair.. but nvm im not that evil btw.. then i nvr realise Hannan msg me.. after safari sent me home, i kol hannan then watch my chinese show.. eh, i gtg... my mum's koling!!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, February 10, 2007

12:54 PM

hey dere peeps! sowie fer not updating my blog.. i have been bz preparing fer my common test which takes place nxt week. yeah! n OMG!! haha..
yesterday was great fun at skul.. yeah.. especially last period at the computer lab.. damn chaotic and hysterical.. especially tat dharshini's mouth.. so noisy.. haha.. then after skul meet my honey.. damn i was late like 1 hour plus.. sowie aitez dear.. then i realise that both of us were sick n we have the same sickness which is fever n flu.. haha.. we walk together at bugis.. then Hannan go cyber to apply again ite this time round fer higher nitec while waiting fer his ns to come.. hope he gets in.. n hope he gets in ite simei not ite dover.. yesterdae he was totally sick coz he keep disturbing me.. koling me a shorty, underage la.. damn hym! but nvm.. yesterday was his day. . but the nxt time it will be my day to disturb hym.. wkakakaka.. i really had a totally awesome day wit hym and i reached home feeling sick.. haiz.. sowie dear fer not picking up ur kol as i was damn sick n tired.. im really2 sowie... gtg nw.. my sis wanna use the comp.. till nxt time... =)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

7:21 PM

today nothing much had happened. yesterday i was damn crazy! its all my dear's fault! he sae he tok to me in a serious tone but then i could not stop laughing. to me he is not serious.. he is a joker! make me laugh.. until my fwen like u really crazy sia! haha.. then tdy still got the crazyness in me.. finally rina come to skul tdy.. she nvr come fer like 1 month plus.. damn it is so long.. how to catch up? common test nxt week only.. then got social studies test.. memorise then i fergot.. damn it.. nvm.. then i went hysterical.. haha.. i dunno y.. cnt stop laughing n disturbing other ppl.. aiyoh... n my mum keeps nagging n nagging,.. i just on the comp.. i just wants to rileks abit.. n she was like go study now!!! i mean i need a break fer my brain.. my brain is so jammed up.. stress.. then kol my dear Hannan.. nw he have not much time wit me as he is busy werking! he just thinks he is a robot which can be operated fer 24/7.. nw i better study.. common tests are coming up.. damn stressful..

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, February 4, 2007

1:12 PM

im sooooo tired today!! yesterdae got family gathering. i am the first to come to help out at my grandmother's hse till evening.. damn tired. im so sowie Hunny Hannan fer not toking to euu that much coz im damn tired that nite. today nvr go my religious class coz i cnnt wake up.. haha.. then called my guy. his voice is so sexy coz he just wake up.. haha.. after i bath n clean my room then i go online check my emails, fwenster and myspace. then called my guy again. his outside wit his nephews. he say later call hym back.. n my mother just reached home nagging away. haiz.. 1 day nvr nagg cnnt huh? so noisy. i just on the comp n i just use. these few daes i nvr use wat. my sis owaes use but she nvr nag.. i mean wtf! its not fair.. but nvm.. thats life aniwae, full of unfairness.. =(

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;